On 15th August 2011, in a long 2 pages of writing that I wrote, the paragraph at the bottom said this:
Sometimes we don’t just step out of the boat. Sometimes we jump out and it splashes and we go under the water and it’s dark and cold until we resurface and feel the warmth and light from the sun. Sometimes that’s what it will be like, but God is going to give me people who will pull me back up and over the surface, back into the warmth and the light. He promises that He has not forgotten me and He will not ever forget me. He will provide for everything that I need, and that involves friends, church etc. When I said to God that I wanted to put EVERYTHING into His hands and that my life was 100% totally His, He saw that and He treasures that. God is smiling. God is smiling. God is smiling at me, with me, on me. And He’s like “Just you wait. Just you wait. I love you so freakin’ much. Just you wait”
If only I knew then just how true this was :)
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